Epilepsy Carpe Diem: The Jewish Zealot Lunatic Epileptic Leper Speaks of Her Late Brother Robert

Devorah Zealot Soodak, nee Deborah Ellen Soodak, aka Debbie Soodak, is very sad.  It was a tough day.  Her machine had a bad hack attack.  And now this:

You should see some of the search hits I get.  I got some earlier that were too salacious to put into print.  They could have been a joke; it's hard to tell.  I did put up that post with the Dildo street sign, after all.  I guess that's what I get for looking at my stats.  Lots of people don't.

Now my brother died at 50.  So it's not to improbable to assume that someone thought it was a suicide and decided to have a look.  Most likely this person had no idea that I would hack apart the url and get the original search parameters.

So I'll show you the search, which upset me quite a bit, and then I'll try to explain a few things.  I know very little about the details of how my brother died.  I do know that he died in Montefiore Hospital in the Bronx.

This is a screen scrape of my page referral stats.  Please skip past this if it bores you and finish reading the rest of the post past the search.  It's important.

 

Time	Page Path	Referring Address
22:04	/blog/2010/09/http_www_google_com_search_q-diagnostic-insurance-codes-seizure-nami-ny-nj-jfs-omh-epilepsy.html	www.google.com/url
21:59	/blog/2010/09/http_www_google_com_search_q-diagnostic-insurance-codes-seizure-nami-ny-nj-jfs-omh-epilepsy.html	www.google.com/url

Those urls contain the original search information.  I told you I was a hacker so I hacked them apart.  This is the search they turned into:

robert soodak suicide

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1. RobertSabuda.com: Simple Pop-Ups You Can Make!

   Discover Robert Sabuda's pop-up world! The official web site of best-selling children's book author and illstrator Robert Sabuda.
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2. New York State Office Of Mental Health Epilepsy - Google Search ...

   Sep 12, 2010 ... Devorah Zealot Soodak, née Deborah Ellen Soodak, ... Leper Kindness Abuse Patient Impatient Outpatient Assisted Suicide Assertive Aggessive ...
   psychout.typepad.com/.../new-york-state-office-of-mental-health-epilepsy- google-search-police-regulations-criminal-justice-.html - Cached

3. Commissioner Michael Hogan: DJ Jaffe Needs AOT! So Do the ILAE ...

   Sep 26, 2010 ... Devorah Zealot Soodak Soodak, née Deborah Ellen Soodak, aka Debbie Soodak, ... with a diagnostic code for suicide attempts or self-inflicted injury. ..... Her Late Brother Robert Soodak · Her Late Father Harry Soodak ...
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4. Metallica Lyrics Index - Metallica (the Black Album)

   ... guitar solos by Hammett and some great bass work from new band member Robert Trujillo..... Suicide, I've already died. It's just the funeral I've been waiting for .... SUICIDE & REDEMPTION (10:02) (Hetfield/Ulrich/Hammett/Trujillo) ...
   www.sodabob.com/Metallica/DeathMagnetic.asp - Cached

5. Primus – Bob – Video, listening & stats at Last.fm

   Bob appears on the album Pork Soda. this is a song about suicide Discover more music, concerts, videos, and pictures with the largest catalogue online at ...
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6. Hacking stories at Techdirt.

   ... of people who used MySpace to bully a young girl, who later committed suicide. ..... a product as being from Coca-Cola, when it's really Bob's soda. ...
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7. Robert Soda | Facebook

   Friends: Robert Moore, Vanessa D'Antone, Cher Ferreyra, Chuck Pallateri, Jeffrey Beck

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8. Deliberate self harm in Sri Lanka: an overlooked tragedy in the ...

   by M Eddleston - 1998 - Cited by 113 - Related articles
   Sri Lanka has a high incidence of suicide—at least 40 suicides per 100 000 .... and RobertMahler for their critical comments on the manuscript. ... Sood AK,; Yadav SP,; Sood S . Endosulphan poisoning presenting as status epilepticus. ...
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   Sodium hydroxide was the commonest means of suicide in South Korea during the 1930s...... Simmat G, Robert R, Gil R, Lefevre JP. Tentative d'autolyse par ...
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    Sri Lanka has a high incidence of suicide—at least 40 suicides per 100 000 .... and RobertMahler for their critical comments on the manuscript. ... Sood AK, Yadav SP, Sood S. Endosulphan poisoning presenting as status epilepticus. ...
    www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov › Journal List › BMJ › v.317(7151); Jul 11, 1998

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I guess I should expect this when I write about my late brother who died at 50.  But nothing prepares me for this.  I've barely started mourning his death.  No one bothered to tell me until months afterwards and I had to struggle to get the name of the cemetary in which he is interred.

We did not part on good terms, but that does not mean I didn't love him.  I loved my brother to death if you'll pardon the expression.  I miss him terribly even though we could hardly be in the same room for very long toward the end.

I love my family and I miss them.  Even my greedy sister with my parents' millions.  She won't even let me have contact with my niece and nephew whom I love very much.  She would rather see me dead than in Probate Court.

I tried to reconcile with my sister.  Mend fences so to speak.  But they weren't my fences and I didn't break them so they weren't mine to fix.

Of course it didn't work.  If I want a phone call from her husband, all I have to do is mention my name and the word Boston in the same sentence when I leave a message.  They never pick up.  It's magic.  All of the sudden his phone isn't broken anymore and the wiring in his car if perfectly fine.

Btw, that strange diagram is the only image I found on a search for my brother's name that had remotely anything to do with him.

Baruch Hashem.  Hoshia na.

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Devorah Zealot Soodak, née Deborah Ellen Soodak, aka Debbie Soodak

PSYCH OUT! Escape From the Lunacy Of the New York State Office Of Mental Health NYS OMH www.psychout.typepad.com/ 

P.S. Devorah/Zealot says: Hello! to her friends at OMH www.omh.state.ny.us/ and NJ DMHS www.state.nj.us/humanservices/dmhs/ and Jewish Family Service www.jfsatlantic.org/ 
P.P.S. Maybe the people at the Chilling Effects Clearinghouse could tell the demented epileptic lunatic zealot what's going on with her posts desaparecidos?

 

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He was my brother and I loved him. I miss him. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss my life.

Have a good year everyone. I'm praying that it will be better than the last for all of us.

Baruch Hashem. Hoshia na.

Devorah Zealot Soodak, nee Deborah Ellen Soodak, aka Debbie Soodak